What a great time with Ju and Thijs's visit and our great 22 cousin dinner
at O'Shea's on the Thursday nite last week! I have finally secured a
counselling session next week (they have all been on holiday) on Thursday.
Unfortunately I still feel very jumpy when I wake up, and scared of my new
studio which will be ready for me to work in at the end of March. I need
to deal with these issues so I can feel happy and relaxed about where I am
at work and home. I still shut Jack into my bedroom every night with me so
I feel safe having him with me.........so as you can see, I have issues!
I keep remembering Ju's wise words.........It hasn't happened
yet.............breathe thru your nose and you can't die from a panic
attack! Have I got that all right Ju?!
Anyways, I am ok and am really looking forward to starting counselling next
Much love always
Marie and Jumping-Jack-Flash xoxoxo